My finals ends tomorrow!!
And I’ll be flying back to my home country the next day after! So far I am greatly unsatisfied with my finals performance, although my weekly tests and assignments results are relatively good. I’m really, really upset :’(
I guess it’s true when people say that uni is different than high school / foundation year / college. Sometimes I envy my housemate who’s attending a college instead of first year uni and still able to immediately go to 2nd year of uni. Even though we’re studying the same thing, somehow I keep on finding myself having to do triple the work loads than hers, and the benchmark for getting a distinction is really, really different between a college and uni. I feel like, when I thought I have given all my best to attain good marks in uni, it’s never enough.
But it’s futile for getting jealous and I sometimes think, I’m just finding reasons to avoid myself to work harder whenever I get jealous of her. I guess I’ll just need to learn how to do an efficient time management and multitask for the next semester to compensate all my mistakes in this semester……((((*｡_｡)
On the other hand, I hope I can start drawing and responding to messages starting Sunday/ Monday! I’m so sick of studying and doing assignments everyday I need my proper rest ( - _ - )
Anyway, Wish me luck for tomorrow guys!!